Speaking

I’ve just had an epiphany. For yeeeeeeears I’ve been listening to Radio BEATMYSELF UP FM whilst idly accepting that this... Read more

I don’t quite know why, but I have the sudden urge to write, yet I’m not even sure what about.... Read more

The keyboard just called me. I’m unsure why. But someone who I admire and adore – but have yet to... Read more

It’s no secret: I suffer from panic attacks. But recently, they’ve been pretty well controlled to be honest. In fact,... Read more

I have a nemesis. Running. As long as I can remember, I haven’t been able to do it. Even at... Read more

  Oh hello demons, You’ve come out to play­­, Shouting abuse in my head, Trying to make me crumble and... Read more

  Perfection doesn’t exist No matter how much you persist, There will always be that thing That’s not quite right... Read more

In April 2009, my 34-year old husband Martin suffered a fatal heart attack. No family history, no previous symptoms. He... Read more

It is so important to remember that grief doesn’t go away. Adult grief doesn’t; child grief doesn’t. And children don’t... Read more

Today I was meant to speak at the WAY Widowed and Young AGM. I am gutted that this had to... Read more